Does Anyone Know What Im Doing?

Hello Huston,we have a problem here!This is Huston,go head with your problem? I dont seem to know what the hell im doing up here,and how did I get so far away from earth.This is Huston,if anyone should know,it should be you!I'm like a lost puppy in this big space of nothing.I dont know what is up,down,left,or right,how can I get home safely,how do I get back to me, the way I was before this evil consumed me?That's the question that's been in my mind for the last ten years,wondering if ill ever be the person that I was.I think everyone has to ask themselves this question at some point in their life.The only difference is how much evil you have let in.For myself,ive done some bad things in my past,but I always told myself,that deep down I meant good.

When I was about seventeen I thought to myself,how could I have done the things that I had,what was I thinking?I must of had real evil in me,their are many people that have done a lot worst than I have but ive done some real bad shit,that ill have to answer for someday.Until then it will be between me and god,and all I can do now is try to counter act everything by honestly doing good thing,and try,hope,and pray,iv got the time to get it done.I wrote this just to get it of my mind,and maybe help one person that can relate with me.In the end its not what you've done,but where you're going.